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[23 Oct 2005|05:19pm] |
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Brand New: The boy who blocked his own bullet |
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What the hell is up with everyone on AIM signin on just put an away message on...what the hell is the point. sign the hell off cause every time i look at my list all i see is endless away messages. lol...ltr.
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[01 Aug 2005|08:14pm] |
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WHAT IS UP YALL????? does ne body read this shit ne more...hell if i kno. so i havent updated in the longest minute and i kno it...but ive been busy. my summer's been goin pretty good EXCEPT for the fact that i didnt come down...yea i kno...GAY...but shit happens. ummm...i dont think im gonna write ne more until i kno that ppl still read this...so if u read it, leave a comment....ltr
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[25 May 2005|11:22pm] |
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Lil Scrappy |
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well...today was my araignment, im on a juvenile status offender order, which is pretty much like parole. on the 27 of july, i have another court date in which ill plead guilty and hopefully i wont go to jail, but i have to take summer school and if i miss ne summer school, or i violate my probation, ill go to juvie till the 27 of july, so thats what's goin on right now, i thought they were takin me today, but i cant plead guilty without legal representation. ltr.
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[25 May 2005|09:04am] |
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I got FRIGGIN COURT today, and i want yall to wish me luck, pray, or whatever u do. Im hoping that the judge gives me probation or sumthin, but i've been told by a lawyer that he can give me 120 days, which would mean no chuck in cali this summer. ill update as soon as i get back with my probation, or when i get outa juvie. ltr.
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| THIS IS FUCKIN SHITTY |
[28 Apr 2005|07:12pm] |
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AMBER PACIFIC |
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ummmm...went to my preliminary court hearing today, pretty much i have court on the 25 of may, the judge will sentence me to 14-120 days in London Juvenile Detention Center. then ill be on probation until im 18, im court ordered to go to school, which means i cant drop out or miss ne days unexcused. i cant smoke cigs, drink alcohol, or smoke weed. i get monthly piss tests, and if im caught violating my probation, i go straight to jail, no questions asked for 3 months. yea pretty gay, at least im free until may 25. later.
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[20 Apr 2005|10:51pm] |
DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY FRIGGIN MYSPACE IS WIGGIN OUT, IT SAYS THAT IT IS TEMPORARILY OUT OF SERVICE FOR CONSTRUCTION, IF NE ONE KNOS WTF IS GOIN ON, LET ME KNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[16 Apr 2005|07:23pm] |
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MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE |
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IF NE OF U HAVE MSN MESSENGER, LEAVE A COMMENT WITH UR ADDY, THANKS. LATER
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[14 Apr 2005|06:21pm] |
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IM NOT STOPPIN U HEAR WHAT IM SAYIN, PUT THE MONEY IN MY HAND AND CATCH ME IF U CAN, POINT HIM OUT, AND ILL POP HIM, WALK UP ON HIM AND DROP HIM,I'VE BEEN WAITIN AND WATCHIN, TO PUT THIS BITCH IN A COFFIN
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| BITCHES |
[14 Apr 2005|06:09pm] |
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Young Buck: Taking hits |
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Dont u hate it when someone just cant stop runnin their mouth, u tell them over and over again that ur sick of their shit, but they continue. This prick thought he was hard, kept runnin his mouth sayin how hed woop me and he didnt care how big i was, how he'd just shoot me. Well today was IT, i was tired of his shit, i went up to him in the back parking lot, told him he either apoloigizes for what he's said and quits, or id woop his ass. Well, he thought he was hard so he got his ass stomped. then his friends tried to get into it, and i had bout umm....5 fb players on my side, yea they got their asses stomped too. I AM SOOO SICK OF PPL RUNNIN THEIR MUTHA FUCKIN MOUTHS! im bout to start kickin ass left and right, until either its stops or i get shot. later.
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[10 Apr 2005|08:37pm] |
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body head bangerz: 24's |
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so this weekend was pretty awesome. friday night we had a bonfire with a whole bunch of ppl. matt invited these grls from lincoln county. they were the craziest grls ever. lots of energy at that bonfire, i got us three cases of budweiser. we just chilled, talked, ran around, got buzzed. i got like 5 numbers from different grls. i was only interested in this one grl named stephanie, i called her sat and we talked for like 6 hours bout ne thin. then she called me again that night while i was at a party and i walked outside to talk with her. then she calls me this mornin, asks me if i could come over to her house in stanford, which is like 20 mins away. well i had to watch my lil bro, so we just talked, i told her that i was gonan take a nap and that i would hit her up later that night, she calls like 2 hours later n says she couldnt wait ne longer. shes a 15 year old freshman at another high school, and shes really cool. not to mention friggin sizzlin. she's gonna chill wit me next weekend, i dont even kno what im doin nex weekend but she wants to do it wit me. well im done. later.
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[07 Apr 2005|03:38pm] |
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whoa, have ne of u ever slept through an entire day? i did, slept all day wensday, weird. bout to go take a shower, then im gonna go over to a friend's and chill for awhile.
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[05 Apr 2005|04:58pm] |
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tonight i'll take what i can get: Dashboard Confessional |
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so i go to the movies last night, and this grl is lookin good. she's brunette, her hair is gelled up lookin all curly. i mean she's beautiful. so we go in to see beauty shop, joe and his grl r making out, and brittney and i just talk. turns out that she is intelligent and she does think. she told me that most guys dont like that side of her so she had kept quiet on previous occasions. so after the movies im really hungry and so is everyone else. so joe decides to take us to sonic, and brit gets really nervous, sayin stuff like she hates sonic, and they have roaches. well, sonic is the only joint open this late at night. we get there, order thru the drive thru, we pull up to the window, and this guy goes, "hey brittney, i tohught u were at home tonight?" and i was like "who r u?" and he's all like "im brits bf, who the hell r u?"
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!
soooooooooooooo friggin dumb. so we pull into a parkin spot, and i just look at her. she tells me that she's wants to break up with him, she just doesnt wanna break his heart, and all this stuff. so i leave her with him cause he was gettin off in like 20 mins. i go back to matt's, no grl with me, bored starin at a bon fire, lookin at the stars thinkin "why me, why does this shit always happen to me?" its at this point, around 2 00 in the morning that matt informs me that i have to be gone by 10 00 the next mornin! wtf, he heard me talkin to my mom on the phone, and she said she was gonna pick me up at 12 00 the next mornin. so i wake up, call mom, she's fuckin pissed cause she has to get up earlier to pick me up. tellin me she's sick of my shit and that i have the worst attitude and all this crap. whatever.
WORST MONDAY NIGHT EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why cant i just find a grl that makes me happy, someone to spend time with that wont ruin me.
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[04 Apr 2005|07:36pm] |
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the ghost of a good thing: Dashboard Confessional |
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Im excited for tonight, goin to the movies with this grl i met. she seems cool, but kinda immature, idk. we're gonna go to the movies, then she's goin back to my friends house with me and some of my friends, and some of hers. we're gonna have a bonfire and sleep under the stars. no drugs, just alchohol. later.
I dont know if this grl has the depth that i want.
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| O SHIZZLE GIZNGAHR |
[03 Apr 2005|07:46pm] |
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okay i believe you, but my tommy gun dont: Brand New |
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im on spring break right now. its goin pretty good, i love the feeling of total relaxation, no worries bout hw, tests, or ppl u have to talk to the next day at school. no drama, just time to spend with ppl u want to spend it with. today i saw this kid, he was on a bike, and of course he thought that his bike was the shit. i sat watching him as i remembered a time when i would do the same thing. now should i think he's a complete idiot, because of course i could care less bout his bike. but then again, should he not be praised for his confidence, for after all, through his eyes, that bike is the shit.
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| MEMOIR |
[01 Apr 2005|05:05pm] |
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Slowdance on the inside by TBS |
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I have to spend spring break writing a memoir, i have a really bad grade in english, and the teacher said that i could pull off a B if i did a really good job on this memoir thingy. it sucks cause ive never written one and it has to be like 15 pages long. Comment if u have a good idea for a memoir that i could write.
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| MYSPACE IS HERE |
[31 Mar 2005|10:46pm] |
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failure by design: Brand New |
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alright, did the myspace thing, so far i have to say its kinda gay, but who knows, it might get better. ummmm, i need help makin it spiffy and all that cool stuff. so....oh yeah here's the url thingy http://www.myspace.com/12357872 so visit that, and if u have myspace add me and ill add u or however it works. late
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[31 Mar 2005|06:57pm] |
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cant get my friggin music to work either |
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im havin HUGE problems with myspace, so if ne one feels the urge to help that would be just great.
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[30 Mar 2005|05:36pm] |
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My mom and i got in a huge argument this morning, and she said that she wasnt gonna let me go to cali this summer because i've been acting very disrespectful or sumthin like that. im gonna try and work on her, she'll prolly still let me go, idk, ill ask her in like a week if im still goin, that way ill know fo sho, cause she wont be heated. its really gonna suck if she wont let me go.
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[23 Mar 2005|04:20pm] |
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| Just another night of nothingness |
[19 Mar 2005|04:42pm] |
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Mix of Emo |
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Ummmm....i went to a "get together" last night, just some dudes i know with equal amount of chicks, plus one. everyone got high except me, i just kinda sat on the couch huddled in the corner, watchin these high ass ppl make fools of themselves. i put my headphones on and listened to music till everyone fell asleep. then i got up, took a walk around, it was pretty, all stars no clouds, out in the middle of frigin nowhere. Got back around an hour later, and this one grl was awake so we talked for awhile, i told her that i didnt like how my life was going, she just kept nodding with empty eyes of pure ingnorance. Some ppl are soo dumb. ummm...got home this mornin, took a shower, hw, listened to music, talked to one of my ex's for a while, she just said that it was important to her that we keep an intact friendship.
Idk,i dont like anythin right now, im kinda fed up with everything and everybody, i dont wanna do shit. idk what's wrong, i never do, im so quick to figure other ppl out but i cant even begin to fathom my own problems. later
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